We talk about triggers so frequently, but we rarely talk about how it all began.
Like the time when I was six and one of the first words I used to describe myself was ‘fat’.
Like the time when I was ten and my PE teacher called me out on my size in front of my peers.
Like the time when I was thirteen, and I was convinced that my grandmother’s death was somehow linked to me being so unhealthy.
Like the tome when I was twenty two and nearly passed out whilst driving on the motorway.
We talk about triggers so frequently, but we never stop to think about who’s holding the gun in the first place.— Trigger ((areyouredsquirrel))
stressing out because I’m so fat and I literally can’t stop myself from these ridiculous binges.
fatty fatty binge binge.
holy fucking shit just found some body pics from a few months ago. I am horrendously fat and disgusting and I need to cry.
not sure whether “you can get that new tattoo when you’re down to your goal weight” is a healthy outlook but hey ho…